Nera’s Journal #5

*Slowly opening her journal on the hospital desk table in her room, Nera pulls the pen which kept track of where she was out of the spiral binding and begins another entry*

Dearest… well no.. more like Hello Diary. It’s Nera again… I dun have much to write I suppose. Things haven’t been well, as you can tell.. It’s been awhile since i’ve written.. Had my birthday though — big ol’ 14. Nice eh? I suppose so. Dad bought me a new journal/diary. It doesn’t fit me but he tried hard to figure out what to get me. I love him dearly. … Lately I haven’t had much to write. Haven’t been to school in almost two months, Leon and Grey always visit, bringing me homework. hehe… Those are my boys. I’ll miss them…
*Taking a moment, Nera pauses to think then continues*
Do you miss people when you die? I suppose not but I wonder sometimes… I mean if i can miss people now, what would it be like when I die? Then again I will know soon enough. Doctors don’t think the cancer will continue to grow but they won’t attempt another surgery (18 in two years, bleh)and they don’t even want to tell me whether or not i’ll get over it.
Ruth, the head nurse, snuck a small chocolate cake with strawberry icing in for my birthday. It was good… She’s a sweetheart, y’know. Ruth and the whole staff.. Rachel and Steph bought me flowers, they’re candy stripers from the local high school… really pretty too… Rachel has a boyfriend named Steve, he comes around with her when she has free time.. he’s a hottie.. gave mea kiss on the cheek… oh i blushed for a week! … and Steph.. well.. I think she has a boyfriend but she doesn’t talk much about that all.. she’s nice anyways.

Heh.. i just ran out of things to write, but also it’s almost 3.. so the doc will be in to check on me soon. He’ll proally have another joke. Sweet man.

I’ll get to write more later.. i hope..

Love with All my Heart,
Nera Raene